it just takes some time

draye13 @ 2006-07-09T12:59:00

2006-07-09T05:00:23Z

Im now at thiselena

So hit me.

draye13 @ 2006-06-09T23:34:00

2006-06-09T16:27:19Z

[x] You know someone that cares about you.
[ ] You have a boyfriend/ girlfriend/ fiancee/husband/wife.
[x]You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[ ] You get good grades.
[x] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.
[x] Your parents are still married.
[ ] You have more than 2 best friends.
[ ] There is a swimming pool in your backyard/downstairs
[ ] You live in a house.
T O T A L: 5

[x] You dress how you want to.
[x] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[x] There is a computer/laptop in your room.
[x] You have never been beaten up.
[ ] You never cry more than twice a month.
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[x] Your room is big enough for you.
[x] People don't use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to a concert.
[x] You laugh more than twice a day.
T O T A L: 9

[x] You have over 100 friends on friendster.
[x] You have pictures on friendster.
[x] You get allowance.
[ ] You collect something normal.
[x] People don't make fun of you to be mean.
[ ] You look forward to go to school.
[ ] You don't wish you were someone else.
[ ] You play a sport.
[x] You do something after school.
[x] You shower daily.
T O T A L: 6

[ ] You own a car.
[x] You usually don't fight with your parents.
[x] You're healthy.
[ ] You've never had a cavity.
[x] You are happy with your appearance.
[ ] You aren't self-consious at all.
[ ] You have never got a failing grade in your life.
[x] You have friends.
[x] You have so many inside jokes with friends.
[x] You know your parents care and love you.
T O T A L: 6

[x] You know what is going on in the world.
[x] You care about sooo many people.
[ ] You are happy with your life.
[x] You usually aren't sick.
[x] You know more than one language.
[x] You have a screen name.
[ ] You own a pet.
[x] You know the words to more than 5 songs.
[ ] You don't have many enemies.
[ ] You are happy you're living.
T O T A L: 6

GRAND TOTAL : 32
Now count up the number and multiply
by 2

soundsgood was the terriblest party ever, but we had fun anyway.
i had
4 bourbon cokes
1 vodka sprite
1 beer
2 vodka shots
1 tequila shot

i think.

drinking kills your body! it's bad bad bad.

i really should go for tuition, since it's 250 a month. that's very very expensive in my opinion. but there's btdt!

oh, aruna's butch friend hervin is damn hot.

okay i'm sleepy.

california show your teeth

2006-06-07T16:05:59Z

MAGIC 8 BALL WHOA
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my birthday is on 2nd july, take note people! i like candy :) i also like nice non tacky printed tees like those from junk food. i also like caps :)

"BEEN THERE DONE THAT" IS BUSKING FOR SOMETHINGOOD!
shaw: 12 june, 11am-12pm (opening ceremony)
paragon: 14 june, 11am-6.30pm
21 june, 11am-1pm
25 june, 11am-3pm. WEST GRAND BOULEVARD at 4pm (closing ceremony)

please come and support us! we're wanting, wanhui, shuli, aruna, salima, anna, and elena. we're doing hiphop. if you don't wanna watch us, come anyway, watch the other buskers. bring change! and notes, and friends!

draye13 @ 2006-06-04T19:19:00

2006-06-04T16:22:28Z

You Are Jean Grey

Although your fate is often unknown, you always seem to survive (even after death). Your mind is your greatest weapon, literally! Powers: telepathy and telekinesis, the ability to project thoughts into the mind of others, communication with animals

Which of the X-Men Are You?

You hate smug people! Smugness is your biggest pet peeve. What with all their thinking they抮e so good. They are so self-absorbed, they won抰 acknowledge anyone but themselves. Arg. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Your Suicide.. by Konstantine
Your Name/Username
Favorite Number?
Favorite Color?
Gender?
How will you commit suicide?	You will go to a Street Punk show wearing an *Nsync shirt (yes, this is considered suicide)
How many tries will it take?	17
When will you commit suicide?	April 3, 2049
What will your suicide note say?	The munchkins made me do it!

Quiz created with MemeGen!

What Are You Most Likely to Utter During Sex by UMAJohnnie
Name
Sexuality
Age
Most Likely to Say	"My toes are curling, you should probably untie them."

Quiz created with MemeGen!

i'm a hopeless procrastinator. which makes me <----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------this screwed---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------->for physics!

i cannot believe shuli, her report is fucking SEVEN PAGES LONG. YES SEVEN. and i bet it's not even long at all when you compare it to, say, TING WEN or NADIAH'S reports. jane we're screwed! you have to hand it in tomorrow! you cannot bochap! (is this how you use bochap?)

FLEH we die >(

OH and i have realised that recently, i've developed an attraction to the colour pink. yes, pink. i am so embarrassed.

denny duquette! oh denny why did you die! jeffrey dean morgan in all his awesomeness

another hot one who died (got blown up into pink mist to be exact - ew.)
KYLE CHANDLER as bomb squad guy dylan young

there is a pipette tip in my ear. as in, i'm stretching my piercing with a pipette tip. first it was a thick earstick, then it was what i called an enlarger, then it was a black stick during march hols, and a transparent one when school started again, then the end off the ballpoint ink plastic tube thing, then the end off my brother's ballpoint ink plastic tube thing because it looked whiter and newer than mine, then now it's the pipette tip. it seems like the larger the hole gets, the weirder the objects inside it get. that's because i realised that it makes no sense to buy enlargers or thick sticks because if i continue stretching the hole, all the stuff i bought are going to end up useless, because i only intend to stretch that one piercing. okay someone please make me take the thick stuff out soon okay, or i really will go overboard and make the hole really big. it's very addictive. i don't want to end up old and saggy and regretting the 5cm hole in my ear. i'd like to stretch it to o.5cm then leave it for, i dunno, a year, just for the heck of it.

OKAY SERIOUSLY NOW, I WILL DO PHYSICS.

draye13 @ 2006-06-01T19:27:00

2006-06-01T12:25:24Z

today, shuli, jane, wanting, berny, mildred and i went to watch xmen3. (yes i know. i can watch it again. or we could watch something else) it was THE most hilarious movie experience ever. firstly, i spilled ALL my popcorn onto the floor before the movie even started because i was waving and singing to that stupid richard gere master card "5 birds" advertisement, so i went out and bought another cup. then we tried to clean up the mess as best as we could and started throwing the dirty popcorn at the boys in front of us. who realised that all the falling popcorn came from us but were too nice to do anything about it.

then berny and mildred happily went off to borders together while wanting, shuli, jane and i happily embarked on the long quest to find jane's ultimate new bag and ultimate confirmation clothes.

then wanting and i went to CUT OUR HAIR! yeah! it's nice. although i think i kinda ruined it a little by trying to cut it shorter by myself.

grey's anatomy spoiler:

I CANNOT BELIEVE IZZIE KILLED DENNY OMG I HATE HER! WHAT THE FUCK?? DENNY DENNY DENNY DENNY OH MY GOD. SHONDA RHINES, YOU ARE AN ASS.

1. Put numbers in the boxes instead of x's (example: 1, 2, 3, 4, ...)
2. Repost as "I have lived through ___ of these 158 things."

[1] I have read a lot of books.
[ ] I have been on some sort of varsity team.
[2] I have run more than 2 miles without stopping.
[3] I have been to Canada.
[4] I have been to Europe.
[5] I have watched cartoons for hours.
[6] I have tripped UP the stairs.
[ ] I have fallen down an entire flight of stairs.
[ ] I have been snowboarding/skiing.
[7] I have played ping pong.
[8] I swam in the ocean.
[ ] I have been on a whale watch.
[9] I have seen fireworks.
[10] I have seen a shooting star
[ ] I have seen a meteor shower.
[ ] I have almost drowned.
[11] I have been so embarrassed I wanted to disappear.
[12] I have listened to one CD over and over and over again.
[ ] I have had stitches.
[ ] I have had frostbite.
[ ] I have licked a frozen pole and got stuck there.
[13] I have stayed up 'til 2 doing homework/projects.
[ ] I currently have a job.
[14] I have been ice skating.
[15] I have been roller blading.
[16- SHULI YOU SUCK] I have fallen flat on my face.
[17] I have tripped over my own two feet.
[18] I have been in a fist fight.
[19] I have watched the Power Rangers.
[ ] I attend Church regularly.
[20] I have played truth or dare.
[ ] I have already had my 16th birthday.
[ ] I have already had my 17th birthday.
[21] I've called someone stupid.
[22] I've been in a verbal argument.
[23] I've cried in school.
[ ] I've played basketball on a team.
[ ] I've played baseball on a team.
[ ] I've played football on a team.
[ ] I've played soccer on a team.
[ ] I've done cheerleading on a team.
[ ] I've played softball on a team.
[ ] I've played volleyball on a team.
[ ] I've played tennis on a team.
[ ] I've been on a track or cross country team.
[24] I've been swimming more than 20 times in my life.
[ ] I've bungee jumped.
[25] I've climbed a rock wall.
[26] I've lost more than $20.
[27] I've called myself an idiot.
[28] I've called someone else an idiot.
[29] I've cried myself to sleep.
[30] I've had (or have) pets.
[ ] I've owned a spice girls CD.
[ ] I've owned a Britney Spears CD.
[ ] I've owned an N*Sync CD.
[ ] I've owned a backstreet boys CD.
[31] I've mooned someone.
[32] I have sworn at someone of authority before.
[ ] I've been in the newspaper.
[ ] I've been on TV.
[ ] I've been to Hawaii.
[33] I've eaten sushi.
[34] I've been on the other side of a waterfall.
[ ] I've watched all of the Lord of the Rings movies.
[35] I've watched all the Harry Potter movies.
[ ] I've watched all of the Rocky movies.
[ ] I've watched the 3 stooges.
[ ] I've watched "Newlyweds" Nick & Jessica.
[36] I've watched Looney Tunes.
[ ] I've been stuffed into a locker/I have stuffed others into lockers.
[37] I've been called a geek.
[38] I've studied hard for a test and got a bad grade.
[39] I've not studied at all for a test and aced it.
[ ] I've hugged my mom within the past 24 hrs.
[ ] I've hugged my dad within the past 24 hours.
[40] I've met a celebrity/music artist.
[41] I've written poetry.
[ ] I've been arrested.
[42] I've been attracted to someone much older than me.
[43] I've been tickled till I've cried.
[44] I've tickled someone else until they cried.
[45] I've had/have siblings.
[46] I've been to a rock concert.
[47] I've listened to classical music and enjoyed it.
[48] I've been in a play.
[49] I've been picked last in gym class.
[50] I've been picked first in gym class.
[51] I've been picked in that middle-range in gym class.
[52] I've cried in front of my friends.
[53] I've read a book longer than 1,000 pages.
[ ] I've played Halo 2.
[ ] I've freaked out over a sports game.
[ ] I've been to Alaska.
[54] I've been to China.
[55] I've been to Spain.
[56] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've had a fight with someone on AIM.
[57] I've had a fight with someone face-to-face.
[58] I've had serious conversations on any IM.
[59] I've forgiven someone who has done something wrong to me.
[60] I've been forgiven.
[61] I've screamed at a scary movie.
[ ] I've cried at a chick flick.
[ ] I've watched a lot of action movies.
[62] I've screamed at the top of my lungs
[ ] I've been to a rap concert.
[ ] I've been to a hip hop concert.
[63] I've lived in more than 2 houses.
[64] I've driven on the highway/been on the highway.
[65] I've driven more than 40 miles in a day/been in a car that went more than 40 miles in a day.
[ ] I've been in a car accident.
[ ] I've done drugs.
[66] I've been homesick.
[67] I've thrown up.
[ ] I've puked on someone.
[sali this one's yours] I've been horseback riding.
[68] I've filled out more than 10 myspace/LJ surveys.
[69] I've spoken my mind in public.
[70] I've proved someone wrong.
[71] I've been proven wrong by someone.
[ ] I've broken a leg.
[ ] I've broken an arm/fingers.
[72] I've fallen off a swing.
[73] I've swung on a swing for more than 30 minutes straight.
[ ] I've watched Winnie the Pooh movies.
[ ] I've forgotten my backpack when I've gone to school.
[ ] I've lost my backpack.
[ ] I've come close to dying.
[ ] I've seen someone die.
[74] I've known someone who has died.
[75] I've wanted to be an actor/actress at some point.
[ ] I've done modelling.
[ ] I've forgotten to brush my teeth some mornings.
[76] I've taken something/someone for granted.
[ ] I've realized how good my life is.
[77] I've counted my blessings.
[78] I've made fun of a classmate.
[79] I've been asked out by someone and I said no.
[80] I've slapped someone in the face.
[81] I've been skateboarding.
[82] I've been back stabbed by someone I thought was a friend.
[83] I've lied to someone to their face.
[84] I've told a little white lie.
[ ] I've taken a day off from school just so I don't go insane.
[ ] I've fainted.
[ ] I've had an argument with someone about whether cheerleading is a sport or not.
[85] I've pushed someone into a pool.
[86] I've been pushed into a pool.
[ ] I've been/am in love.

I have lived through 86 of these 158 things.

okay seriously, maybe i do this to myself. maybe that's why everyone hates me and i have no friends. i don't know exactly what "this" is that i do to myself but maybe it involves being an ass to people and being antisocial. now i'm locked in this bubble radiating negative energy and absorbing all this hate from everywhere. isn't life just peachy.

okay i just want to say sorry to anyone and everyone i've ever hurt or made to feel bad or anything like that. although you'll probably never read this anyway because you hate me. so i'm sorry. sincerely.

draye13 @ 2006-05-21T00:25:00

2006-05-20T19:16:43Z

my mother's elder sister is coming to stay with us for a day and a night, starting tomorrow morning.

as expected, i'll have to give up my room, which is extremely irritating.

grey's anatomy rocks. it's the most wonderfulest show ever.
i just watched two episodes today. i don't really like izzie.

okay i'm kinda sleepy byebye

YOUTH GONE WILD

2006-05-16T16:14:43Z

liked rock for good? DIDN'T GO?
either way, you've still got to go for YOUTH GONE WILD.

draye13 @ 2006-05-15T23:15:00

2006-05-15T15:31:05Z

fuck you, and fuck you and you.

you are a slut in ugly clothes.

and you are a man slut.

draye13 @ 2006-05-12T16:21:00

2006-05-12T08:23:30Z

How strict are your parents?
[ ] You have to make your bed every day.
[ ] You have chores.
[ ] You have a bedtime.
[ ] You have no allowance.
[ ] You can't have friends over unless your room is clean.
TOTAL: 0

[ ] You can't go shopping by yourself.
[ ] Your mom buys your clothes.
[ ] Your mom tells you what to wear.
[ ] You have to look for "good deals" on clothes, otherwise you
can't buy it.
[ ] You can't go to stores like Hot Topic.
TOTAL: 0

[ ] You can't have a bf/gf until a certain age.
[ ] You can't go out on dates.
[ ] You can't kiss or anything further until a certain age.
[ ] You have to tell your parents "how you feel about sex".
[ ] You have to tell your parents when you have sex.
TOTAL: 0

[ ] You can't swear.
[ ] You get grounded for stupid things.
[ ] You have a time limit for the computer/video games/tv.
[ ] You have to get along with your sibling(s) otherwise you get grounded.
[ ] You have to share your room even if there is an extra.
TOTAL: 0

[ ] You have to ask to go to a party/friends house in a few days advance.
[ ] You have to have a parental unit at the party/friends house.
[ ] You can't go anywhere without a parent/adult.
[ ] You can't stay home alone.
[ ] You have a babysitter.
TOTAL: 0

[ ] If you talk back you get grounded.
[ ] You're not allowed to have a tv/gaming system in your room.
[ ] You can't be on the computer without someone watching your every move.
[ ] You can't have a door on your bedroom.
[ ] You have to eat what your parents tell you to.
TOTAL: 0

[ ] Your parents get mad if you don't want to do something simple that they ask.
[ ]You can't swim without an adult watching you.
[ ]You can't have a friend of the opposite sex over.
TOTAL: 0

Now, add up your numbers and triple the total.

roads

2006-05-09T15:17:03Z

i think i'm drowning.

what is wrong with me? why am i getting so self-centred? why am i so concerned about myself and not about others?

i have no more friends; they've all gone, one by one, and it's probably all my fault.

see, it's that stupid selfish demanding mentality again. i really need to stop thinking about myself all the time.

there's a chemistry test tomorrow, and our french presentation. then on thursday, there's the bio test. and next week, there's nothing, thank fuck. then the week after is the last week of school, on which there's social studies, there's french and there's chinese. and blessed june holidays after that's done.

school eats our souls and kills our spirits. it blinds us and keeps us from being able to see what really matters. it's like there are so many roads we can choose to take; there are small shady roads that lead to places we'll never know till we walk to the end, then there are big bright wide roads with the end in plain view, then there are roads that we have to make ourselves, and roads with traps. but for us, the road we're on is a railroad, we can't ever get off it until we're derailed, and when we are, it's going to be catastrophe.

for me, i'd rather walk from road to road til i find the right road. i will never be content to just follow the train and go whereever it takes me, because i want to have a choice.

intepret that how you will; call me lazy, crazy, whatever, i don't give a shit. or even if i do, you wouldn't give a shit whether or not i give a shit.

to hell with deep thoughts, i'm going to bed because there's a chem test and the french presentation tomorrow.

draye13 @ 2006-05-06T17:28:00

2006-05-06T09:58:08Z

How mean are you?

[x] i think im gonna have a high score on this
[ ] i hate/dont talk to my parents
[ ] people tell me all the time that they hate me
[x] i have cursed/said horrible things to someone
[x] i give people disgusting looks a lot
total: 3

[x] i took heads off dolls when i was little
[x] i have destroyed something valuable on purpose
[x] i love to insult people
[x] most people suck
[x] i have thrown total tantrums
total: 5

[x] im known to have an attitude
[x] i get mad easily
[x] i order people around
[ ] i'm known around my neighborhood as the kid everyone else doesnt want their kids hanging out with
[x] i've argued with a teacher
total: 4

[ ] i cant care less about school
[ ] i love messing with other people's stuff
[x] people tell me im conceited/stuck-up/self-centered
[ ] i lie constantly
[x] i yell daily
total: 2

[ ] i seem to always be in a fight with my friends
[ ] i would never risk my life for anyone
[ ] i dont like smiling
[x] i know at least 3 people i should have beaten up
[x] i love pranking people
total: 2

add up all the x's and multiply by 4.

there are a total of 75 bands depicted in the picture below, how many can you spot?

draye13 @ 2006-05-03T20:51:00

2006-05-03T16:06:17Z

school is eating my soul, i can't think. everytime there's homework in front of me my brain goes blank and i just can't think. and although i procrastinate, i can't help worrying about what i haven't done. this is the pits.

tonight i shall embark on the arduous tasks of
*french cloze
*french oral presentation
*chemistry report (maybe)
*chinese comprehension.
*bio group presentation
*strengthsquest

the time is now 2056, and i'll start now.

okay 2100 i'm done with french, and i've just realised that i left my chinese workbook in school. so i'll start on chem then.

2129 no significant progress. have just received an email from alison reminding the bio group to do bio, and an email from ms lim to do strengthsquest worksheet.

2349 fucking sleepy i just finished chem. i think the last bit was extremely shoddy, but who the fuck cares?

french:
en singapour, il n'y a que huit types d'ecole: (nursery), (kindergarten), l'ecole primairie, l'ecole secondaire, les ITE ou les institutions d'education technical, les polytechnics, les college junior et les universites. kindergarten, l'ecole primairie et l'ecole secondaire sont obligatoire. a la fin d'education dans les ecoles primairies, il y a un examen que nous appelons le PSLE. OKAY I'M SLEEPY BYEYE.

0016 done strengthsquest reflections.

draye13 @ 2006-05-02T02:10:00

2006-05-01T18:13:19Z

my flowers and green stockings (which everyone seems to love)

this is nicole and me. nicole wanted a picture with apple. check out the crown bling and the fake Von Dutch.

these are actually pictures of apple. elena doesn't pose stupidly in such retarded positions. apple for those who don't know is a character in the play [CLASSified]. she's an ah lian. yeah.

sheila nicole me and sam taking photos in front of elevator doors. the lift doors suddenly opened while we were taking the photos. it seemed like they took forever to close again. it was hilarious. nobody said anything until they closed, and then we started laughing. ah who cares who saw!

LOL MY FRIENDS' FRIENDS THINK I'M PRETTY! this is something everyone likes to hear, even though i know it's bullshit and bad judgement! but it's okay! my ego is happy :D

i need to do chem NOW NOW! (bailey) oh yeah how come there wasn't grey's anatomy tonight? that sucked!

oh FUCK IT'S 2.4KM RUN TOMORROW FUCK FUCK FUCK. i'll charge my player, in the hopes that they'll let us listen to our players while running. i've never actually tried, but i've heard that it helps.

0133am sleepy byebye i've finished chem, i think. i'll test the car during lunch.

draye13 @ 2006-04-19T23:03:00

2006-04-19T15:06:32Z

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I CHIPPED MY GUITAR FUCKING BADLY.

IT'S CRITICALLY INJURED! THE PAINT AND ALL IS PEELING!

WHAT DO I DO?

1. Pick your birth month.
2. Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
3. Bold the five-ten that best apply to you.
4. Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months under an lj-cut.

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. ~~Honest.~~ Concerned about people's feelings. ~~Tactful.~~ Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. ~~Not revengeful.~~ Forgiving but never forgets. ~~Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally.~~ Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. ~~Treats others equally.~~ Strong sense of sympathy. ~~Wary and sharp.~~ Judges people through observations. ~~Hardworking. No difficulties in studying.~~ Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. ~~Homely person.~~ Waits for friends. ~~Never looks for friends.~~ Not aggressive unless provoked. ~~Prone to having stomach and dieting problems.~~ Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistical. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

hey it's actually rather accurate!

draye13 @ 2006-04-16T23:46:00

2006-04-16T18:39:58Z

*The Favorites, Have-You-Evers.. and Last Times! Oh, the variety!*
What is your favorite..
gum:	airwaves, because they snap the loudest.
restaurant:	crystal jade for their Chee Cheong Fun.
drink:	iced lemon tea.
season:	autumn.
type of weather:	slightly rainy when i'm indoors, sunny with a breeze when i'm out.
emotion:	anticipation.
thing to do on a half day:	a movie, or shopping.
late-night activity:	tv, or going online.
sport:	cable skiing.
city:	i dunno.
store:	i don't shop at any specific stores.
When was the last time you..
cried:	yesterday, after om results.
played a sport:	long ago, during PE.
laughed:	yesterday.
hugged someone:	yesterday. i hugged salima.
kissed someone:	loooong ago.
felt depressed:	not so long ago.
felt elated:	yesterday.
felt overworked:	yesterday.
faked sick:	thursday.
lied:	today, to get my parents to write the sick letter for PE.
What was the last..
word you said:	"it", when i told my brother that i loved my piercing.
thing you ate:	mango.
song you listened to:	i'm listening to sodomy and lust by cradle of filth now.
thing you drank:	water.
place you went to:	the toilet to brush my teeth after the mango.
movie you saw:	yours mine and ours.
movie you rented:	never rented a movie before actually.
concert you attended:	mosaic.
Who was the last person you..
hugged:	salima :)
cried over:	i can't remember.
kissed:	my mom.
danced with:	aruna salima wanting.
shared a secret with:	jiakang.
had a sleepover with:	my om team (nicola, joan, natalie, nicole, karen, jiakang), on friday. we stayed in school.
called:	my parents, to get them to bring my stuff for staying over.
went to a movie with:	aruna :)
saw:	my brother.
were angry with:	my mom for ignoring me.
couldn't take your eyes off of:	i tried to out-stare a guy from ang mo kio sec because he kept staring at me (i suspect because of my painted moustache)
obsessed over:	jason mraz
Have you ever..
danced in the rain:	yep
kissed someone:	on the cheek, lots of girls.
done drugs:	nah. never will.
drank alcohol:	yep. i don't see what's wrong with it as long as it's in moderation.
slept around:	duh no.
partied 'til the sun came up:	well not really.
had a movie marathon:	yeah, but we only watched two.
gone too far on a dare:	i don't know. i do some pretty wild things.
spun until you were immensely dizzy:	yes! this is fun, but stupid.
taken a survey quite like this before:	of course.
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ang mo kio sec sucks. quite literally. and they're cheaters. for om, we were instructed to "build design a device that can extend and transfer items from one place to another, one at a time." my team connected a motor-powered clamp to a pole that can be extended out of and retracted into a second pole (using a motor, gears, a rubber friction wheel, a switch and lots of wires), which connects similarly to a first pole, which rests on an acrylic sheet attached to a lazy susan, which is supported by a wooden platform on wheels (which we built), and two metal poles on wheels. then we painted the entire thing yellow and purple and black and pink. it was a cat. (yellow half with purple stripes, purple half with yellow stripes. black for parts that were not part of the cat, pink for the poles- the cat's tongue.) we attached a head on springs to the first pole. the eyes were styrofoam balls that can spin.

the ang mo kio team painted a cardboard box and stuck it over a vacuum cleaner with an elongated nozzle.

WHAT THE FUCK WAS THE JUDGES THINKING WHEN THEY LET THEM WIN?

seriously, it was extremely unfair.

okay it's now 0017 and i reckon i should go shower. be back in fifteen minutes to finish this post.

okay it's now 0031 and i'm still here. i really will go and shower now.

0113 am.

today, i will have to go and see prama about my tongue piercing. again. i will have to tell her about my "decision", which will invariably have to be yes, i will take it out.

but no, i will not say that. i refuse.

to remove or not to remove

not to remove	to remove	but then
it cost $80.	when i'm wearing the school uniform and people see it, it'll besmirch the school's reputation as an amazing geek congregation	i don't stick out my tongue at random people or talk to strangers in public
i had to give up food for too long a while	my friends will tell people so people will know even if i don't show them. so i will still besmirch the school's reputation.	tough luck.
i'll just pierce it again in the future. why double the trouble?	other students might want to pierce their tongues too if they hear about it	seriously, who's crazy enough? if they're so easily convinced, they probably wanted to do it in the first place. and i could always discourage them.
it's 2006, and tongue piercings aren't uncommon. it's not a bad thing anymore.	rgs will have to let others pierce their tongues if they allow me to	others will pierce their tongues even if they don't let me keep my piercing, if they were going to anyway.

my arguments are getting weaker because i'm getting sleepier.

mary moon mary moon mary moon! oh she loves me so she hates to be alone, don't eat meat but she sure like to bone!

okay. i just read my email.

i'm really fucking pissed off that i'm not in the cast for aftermath the elds play in july with the fucking lousy script. i kinda suspected that'd happen since i really really screwed up auditions. but yeah, still. i've never actually been a main character in elds plays ever, and it's my last year in rgs elds, and what am i doing? fucking publicity. so they're thinking hey let's put elena in charge of publicity since she's fucking lousy and can't do anything else but since she's sec 4 she'd want to do something.

so maybe you're not supposed to want to be in the cast so much since crew is supposed to be just as important. but i'm sick of being crew. i'm sick of sitting in the front of house smiling at fuckers who ignore me. i'm sick of taking orders from people two minutes before a show. i'm sick of having to assign seats for twelve people who bought tickets all at different times but want to sit together. i'm sick of moving props in the dark. i'm fucking sick of all the trouble without acknowledgement.

fuck it, i'm terribly upset.

and i wish he'd stop bothering me. i'm obviously not interested and he fucking knows it. GO AWAY.

LIFE SUCKS. SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS.

just so i'd feel even more angry, i'll make a list of all the things that have gone wrong that i can remember.

things that have gone wrong
- school vs tongue piercing.
- not winning om
- elds shit
- not doing ss pt and chem pt
- STUFF.
- MORE STUFF I CAN'T REMEMBER

oh what the hell.

draye13 @ 2006-04-09T14:38:00

2006-04-09T08:22:49Z

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our social studies performance task is due tomorrow.

and i haven't finished it. it's supposed to be four A4 pages long. and currently, mine is about half a page long.

anyway, i'll play some guitar tonight. i haven't touched my guitar in ages ages.

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draye13 @ 2006-04-01T16:41:00

2006-04-01T13:01:37Z

okay i know a lot of people are asking what happened during yesterday's april fool's day prank.

basically, our class decided to pretend that 17 of us had gone for a muay thai competition in the indoor stadium during the second lesson yesterday. so zhiying got 17 excuse slips from her juniour, and excused those students from english for the "Phongprapatana Muay Thai Competition - International Finals", and signed them off as "Uttsadan Propatti" or something like that. the plan was for them to "return" mid-lesson and pretend to be extremely upset because they'd lost.

when ms lim and mr sakhar came into class, they saw the stack of excuse notes on the table and started counting them. when the other 13 of us returned, ms lim demanded to know who signed the notes, who knew about them, who authorized it, how they got there, etc, and was extremely surprised that nadiah the head prefect was gone as well. so being the extreme worrywart she is, she went downstairs to the general office to notify the principal.

so mr sakhar went "screw it, let's just watch the video." and we did. so a little into the video, the rest came back sobbing and claiming that they'd lost. which was how mr sakhar looked. after a while, we decided to go downstairs to look for ms lim to tell her that the class was back, but when she wasn't around. we decided to tell mr sakhar the truth and get him to play along, so we did. however, when ms lim returned, she looked kinda annoyed and amused and trying-to-be-expressionless, and told us that our prank had backfired: the principal was extremely pissed at us for faking school documents, and had called moe to inquire about the competition. so of course she didn't get any results, so she called the thai embassy, which didn't yield any results either. it sounded really scary, but we weren't sure if she was being serious or not.

anyway now that deborah tan was going to find out that it was actually an april fool's joke, she'd be pissed beyond imagination, so ms lim suggested that the whole class write her an apology letter each. so we did, after much debating about whether ms lim was pranking us back or not and deciding that we should write the letter just in case.

and when we met her at the end of the lesson with our letters, she told us "i'm too affected by this to talk to you. mr sakhar will brief you on what to do." and left.

so he did. what he said was
- the thai embassy is angry that we'd made fun of thai people, and will send an official over to talk to us. our parents would be notified.
- the muay thai association is angry that we'd besmirched and made light of muay thai, and this kind of irresponsible behaviour will put rgs in a bad light. the media will be informed.

by this time, a lot of people were starting to look worried, and zhiying and anna were kind of tearing up. but mr sakhar continued and went,

"do you understand the consequences of this? it could mean the end of thaksin's rule. thailand could even slide into civil war."

which we didn't actually understand until a few seconds later, after which we all shrieked and started yelling at mr sakhar and ms lim, who had magically reappeared.

413's pranks backfire too much.

List the things that you want to say to 10 people but know you never will. Don't say who they are and never discuss it again.

1. i realised that i only talk to you when i want to ask about homework, or when my printer isn't working. this is sad, because you're actually pretty nice to talk to even you're so serious sometimes. it's good that you regard me as a close enough friend to not get pissed when i try to hug you though! i like the way you're not bitchy are fair to almost everyone. that's a very valuable quality and you should never lose it!

2. we didn't get to know each other well until the end of sec 2. but it's amazing how similar we are. i know we piss each other off sometimes, but we never actually stay mad for long. we haven't gone out in such a long time though! that's a pity, because going out with you is really fun. and we don't actually talk much anymore actually. come to think of it, we never really talked online, and being in different classes makes it really difficult to talk in person. we must go out more often! not clubbing though, because clubbing isn't a very bond-y thing to do even though it can be fun and you dance well. and because it's the school term, so we shouldn't go clubbing.

3. i hope you don't bitch about me much! even though i'm slow and can't actually get anything done so i know it's very annoying. never mind it'll be over soon! last year was so much more fun than this year. well in any case i'm glad i got to know you because you're damn cute and funny. but enlarged piercings are not disgusting until they're too big, and mine are not too big! and you shop so much. you should give me some of your money. or rather, i should borrow your money and never return it!

4. you! i've always been kinda close to you from the day i got to know you actually. except there are times when we're not so close, and there are also times when we're really really close. and i know we MAJORLY piss each other off a lot and there are many many things we don't like about each other, but i think there are enough things that we like about each other to make us patch up after a while and be nice again. you're one of the like what, two? people to whom i've told almost everything and trusted completely. we've done some crazy ass things together, and i'll never forget some of them. thanks for being a friend in need and i hope i've been a good friend! we must go out more alright? just the two of us! like shopping or something.

5. you ah. i don't really know what's going on actually. i think we would've talked a lot more and been friendlier with each other if only we both weren't so stupid. i've grown up though, and acquired some common sense. but it's still really awkward and i'm still extremely ashamed of myself. well yeah. but you should stop gaming so much because gamers are boring and have no life because they're so concerned about their games they forget about their lives.

6. thanks for teaching me math! i suddenly realised how good you are at math and now i'm wondering why you aren't in a math. did you reject it or something? but anyway, you've been really really nice, and you should stop blaming yourself for ignoring me because it's not on purpose so there's nothing to apologise for! and you're not ugly, and definitely not fat, you just have a problem with self esteem. i know i used to not like you but now i do! haha. you talk a lot though! i used to think i talk a lot, but you talk more! i'll miss you!

7. i've only known you for a really, really short time and i don't really know you that well but i remember that i've told you some really secret stuff, even though i don't remember what exactly i said. you probably know me better than i know you haha. anyway, you're nice to talk to, and thanks for thinking i'm cool even though it's obviously not true. but it's good to hear anyway, just because my ego wants feeding. anyway, you're a really nice guy and because i don't or rarely start msn convos with other people, it's a good thing that you usually start talking to me first, because i like talking to you, even though i don't say much sometimes.

8. it seems like we've been friends for such a long time, but it's actually only been slightly more than a year. we used to be really good friends. i don't know if i was as important to you as you were to me, but it sure was fun being friends with you. i can't believe it's only been a year actually. you were one of my closest friends, and realising that it's only been a year was really surprising. but like you said, people change, and we're not close friends anymore. i really don't know what happened. but yeah well. anyway i'm sorry if i ever was annoying, because now i'm pretty sure i was. it was fun being best friends, if only for a short year.

9. okay i think we've all been really mean to you. you're actually a really nice person. it's just that sometimes you talk too much about yourself so it can get a little irritating at times. i know you can't help it and most of what you say is probably true too, but if you say too much we're all going to get a bit skeptical. a little bit of modesty never hurt anyone. but thanks for sharing food with me when i'm hungry and broke and i'm sorry we can't go home together anymore!

10. i hate you. i want to kill you. i want to stab you with a pencil many many times and stomp on your face. i don't know why you're so irritating, but you are. it's probably the way you walk and the disgusting nasal whine that is your voice, and the way you suck up to teachers and the way you want to be the centre of everything and how you always want to lead, but can't even manage to be a good team member. you make me sick. you're the only person i've ever really hated. actually i don't think i'll ever hate anyone else as much as this. if you were to touch me i'd wash the area with soap. thank goodness i'm not in your group this term.

my new room is kinda dark. there's like a ledge outside right above my window, so most of the light is blocked out. plus i painted my ceiling grey.

BUT AT NIGHT, when people actually want to sleep, the bright fluorescent lights are shining away, almost level with my window.

i ask you, what kind of braindead hdb architects do we have?

who wants to contribute to my tattoo fund? there's no age limit for getting tattoos in singapore, how insane is that? but the piercing and tattoo studios usually enforce their own though. it's still incredible that singapore is so lax in this area however! cool shite.

okay dinner!

draye13 @ 2006-03-30T00:46:00

2006-03-29T17:16:58Z

while packing my stuff today (we're moving on friday), i found some random pieces of scrap paper on which i'd scribbled random musings. some were embarrassing, from a long long time ago (ie. p4) and didn't make sense, whereas some were funny. anyway. there are two that kind of made sense (in a way) so i thought i'd write them down somewhere before i got rid of the scraps. read at own your own risk blah blah.

perfection
robot eyes with the machine heart
tell me what you can see
... glass skyscrapers, miles of gravel road
robot eyes with the machine heart
tell me what you can see
... polymer cash, plastic credit cards
robot eyes with the machine heart
tell me what you can see
... luxury jets, mach 3 bombers
robot eyes with the machine heart
in this city you have built
what more could you hope to see?

potato sack, hat, and some scrawny rats.

i want to steal your chicken!
your chicken is so tasty
so very tasty
that i want to steal your chicken!

oh big and yellow
sweet and mellow
sharp and prickly pineapple!

yeah, flying in the sky like a kite!
and be free! With the pigs!
oh. the periodic table.
and a witch child.

staring at me with stationary eyes
oh eyes so blue, like glue
and pencil lead with some wire.

Thank you but you smell fishy
take some parsnip and put it in a dish with
hairnets and cats and some of that
so maybe on a Tuesday i'll eat it.

give me some chicken!
beep beep beep i want to steal your weirdchicken@hotmail.com
you're welcome, and thanks for coming.

they are NOT literature. they are NOT poetry. they are NOT art.
even if they were any of those, that was not the intention i had in mind while writing them. so keep your criticisms to yourself, because i know there's a lot to be criticized for, and frankly, i don't care. they are random musings on scrap paper.

um. i have not done a single piece of homework today. not even the ss pt, for which i didn't even write a proposal. (mr coleman chua and mr jalleh if you're reading this, i actually did write a proposal. really i did.) not even the english practice essay on family. not even my chinese workbook which was due approximately three weeks ago. nothing, zilch, nada. why? because i was packing and reading random musings on scrap paper.

yeah that's what happens if you're as easily distracted as me. BUT i managed to pack most of my room. so maybe i won't have to bring my stuff over to the new house by myself on the mrt during the weekend. thank goodness. that would suck major ass.

and i want a tattoo. even though i obviously can't afford it. i wish time would pass faster, then i can get my pocket money after i've stopped owing my mom. then i can pay kelly, jane, shoo, whoever back and stop owing them. by which time i would be able to eat normally again, so use the money which is owed to nobody to buy food for myself. like maybe some chips, or a frank from chippy's, or something from old chang kee.

( ) been in love
( ) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
( ) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
( ) snuck out of your parent's house
( ) been arrested

( ) gone on a blind date
(x) skipped school
( ) seen someone die
(x) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
(x) love someone or miss someone right now, A LOT

(x) lain on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
( ) made a snow angel [or rather, attempted to.]
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
( ) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game

(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
(x) used a fake id
(x) watched the sun set
(x) felt an earthquake/tremor
( ) been through a hurricane
(x) touched a snake
( ) slept beneath the stars
(x) been tickled
( ) been robbed
(x) been misunderstood

(x) danced in the moonlight
(x) liked the way I look
( ) witnessed a crime
(x) questioned my heart
( ) been obsessed with post-it notes
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
(x) been to the opposite side of the country (who hasn't?)

(x) swum in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
( ) recently colored with crayons
(x) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins

(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
( ) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue (it's just water. and you can't feel it.)
(x) danced in the rain
( ) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
(x) blown bubbles
(x) made a bonfire on the beach
( ) crashed a party
(x) gone roller-skating

(x) glued your hand to something
( ) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
( ) kissed a fish
( ) sat on a roof top
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night
(x) didn't take a shower for a week (obs.)

( ) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
( ) climbed a tree
( ) had a tree house
(x) are scared to watch scary movies alone
( ) believe in ghosts
( ) have more then 30 pairs of shoes

(x) jumped into a pool/hot tub/lake with all your clothes on
(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
( ) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused
( ) caught a fish then ate it
(x) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
( ) cried so hard you laughed

(x) cheated on a test
( ) cheated on a lover
( ) have a Britney Spears CD
(x) forgotten someone's name
(x) French braided someone's hair
( ) gone skinny dipping in a pool
( ) have had a fantasy over someone you love as a good friend
( ) sun tanned naked
( ) ran naked in the rain

1. Grab the book nearest to you and turn to Page 18, Line 4.
adrenalin (n)
hormones secreted by the adrenal glands.

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
date stamp. 15 dec 2002.

3. What was the last thing you watched on TV?
desperate housewives.

4. Without looking, guess what the time is.
1am.

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
OH MY GOD IT'S 1:38 WHAT THE FUCK.

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
fan. energy saving is good.

7. When did you last step outside?
this morning, to go to school. approximately 6:30am.

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
my html?

9. What are you wearing?
chingay 2005 tee, long pants.

10. Did you dream last night?
yep. it was sexy.

11. When did you last laugh?
can't remember.

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
an air conditioner. a light switch. a hook. that's about it.

13. Seen anything weird lately?
a crooked tongue piercing.

14. What do you think of this quiz?
taking up too much time. it's now 1:41.

15. What is the last film you watched?
yours, mine and ours with aruna twinny.

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
a house. a car. nice furniture. many guitars. many pedals. shoes. clothes. bags. ETC...

17. Tell me something about you I don't know.
i'm wearing my whatchamacallit plug (for enlarged ear piercings) with the front rubber stopper removed so it'll look like a normal ear stick so i wouldn't get into trouble at school.

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
world fucking peace. hunger will take care of itself once everyone loves one another.

19. Do you like to dance?
i like it alright.

20. George W Bush...
sags.

21. Imagine your first child is a girl. What would you call her?
Nikki. or Kayla.

22. Imagine your first child is a boy. What would you call him?
Brandon.

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
yep, fo sho.

24. What would you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
fuck off, punk.

25. 4 people who must do this in their blogs.
penis.

fuck it, my stomach's growling.

goodnight.

it's painful to throw the past away.

2006-03-26T11:05:32Z

i've become a hermit.

it's true! i don't go out, people don't talk to me, in person or online, nobody reads this blog, blah blah.

what a life to be a hermit. it's incredibly boring. someone once said "only boring people are bored." not exactly comforting to know. i'm bored AND i'm boring, how's that!

anyway school starts tomorrow, and i haven't done a single piece of homework!

things i need to do
eng practice essay
bio chi squares worksheet
lit pt
ss pt
chem pt
get a haircut
buy sea salt
practice guitar
buy mr a-z
buy weezer
buy away from the sun
save

i really admire jason mraz. he's amazing. his songs have this weird ability to cheer me up when little else can. i love reading his journal because it makes me smile and emit occasional chuckles. he could definitely become a writer writer (instead of a songwriter) if he wished but his voice is so awesome it'd be a waste of talent. and the things he thinks about are so randomly meaningful and so extremely entertaining. there are times when i read his journal and think "holy shit that's exactly what i think!" it's kinda cool to see him think crazy thoughts like i do. if only i had a friend like him, then we could talk about everything under the sun and maybe i wouldn't be so angsty.

yes, i do wish i was less angsty. i'll just have to wait for myself to outgrow my hormones i guess!

PS jason mraz looks adorable in glasses.

draye13 @ 2006-03-23T23:55:00

2006-03-23T15:56:22Z

JASON MRAZ!!! he is a total cutie. he's a cute genius! click here it's too bad i couldn't watch him live. i shall live in eternal regret.

<td align="center">Your Theme Song:

"Another Brick in the Wall (Part 2)" - Pink Floyd

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<td align="center">Your walk is:
'Dandy'

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You fit in with:
Atheism

Your ideals mostly resemble those of an Atheist. You have very little faith and you are very focused on intellectual endeavors. You value objective proof over intuition or subjective thoughts. You enjoy talking about ideas and tend to have a lot of in depth conversations with people.

40% scientific.
60% reason-oriented.

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i'm kinda honoured to be put in this category. douglas adams was an atheist too.

<td align="center"> Elena --
[noun]:

A person who likes to steal tins of tuna

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Your Nutritional Information: Servings Per Container: 1
x
% Daily Value
Sweetness:	32 g	64%

Bitterness:	766 mg	70%

Power:	4 g	11%

Healthful:	30 mg	12%

Excitement:	266 mg	24%
x
Deliciousness:	99%

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eat me and your teeth will rot.

Your most appealing feature is:
Your Hair

Your best feature is your hair. You spend a lot of time on it to ensure that it always looks its best. Or maybe you don't and it just looks awesome anyway.

'What is your best feature?' at QuizGalaxy.com

i got a new piercing today.

Instructions: The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lover. Specify the gender of the target. Tag 8 victims to join this game and leave a comment on their page saying they've been tagged. If tagged the 2nd time, there's no need to post again.

Gender: Male

1) nice eyes/engaging eyes. the kind that you could stare at (into, if you will) all day. the kind that are the first things you notice when you look at them.

2) knows music better than i do (this is easy.) must respect, if not like, my music choice!

3) can control his spending. because i can't.

4) funny.

5) not shallow/superficial (even though i am).

6) must. love. animals.

7) sensitive. knows what i want without me saying it. this means tactful as well.

8) must be able to bitch with me. nice enough to like most people, mean enough to not like some.

tagged:
who cares? everyone who wants to.

draye13 @ 2006-03-12T22:51:00

2006-03-12T15:01:54Z

i'm dying.

why? because i just realised how much i want to go watch jason mraz live. and tickets are sold out, completely.

that is why i'm dying.

i am going to cry my heart out.

draye13 @ 2006-03-07T17:20:00

2006-03-07T09:38:20Z

fashion festival: how to get tickets? why is it so bloody exclusive? sharon is going because her dad can get tickets. high profile parents are damn convenient. too bad mine are old fogeys. i love them anyway. anyway. placebo is playing live at the fasion festival, can you imagine? and i've never been to a fashion festival before. it sounds cooly surreal.

oh my fuck why is my keyboard WET? yuck! ugh.

there's a math test/exam tomorrow and i'm FUCKED. and there's french exam after school too! so this makes me doubly fucked. wow.

how about english comprehension? sakhar said he thinks the paper is really hard. "i've seen the paper. and it's not easy." not good. plus lim so khim marks really strictly and differently from chia. oh gawd i'm going to die! so much for surviving this year without failing! how the fuck am i supposed to get my 3.6 now? not even, i need a 3.8 to balance out my sec three shit results. blah. school is ruining my childhood. or adolescenthood. or whatever.

and i'm broke! my life is miserable. i owe my mom 23. and then 70 for school shoes. i owe aruna 20 for that shirtus uglius from hellus. and rachel 20 for godknowswhatthefuck. and shuli idon'tknowhowmuch. this means no pocket money for three months. and i need to treat fucking XUEKAI of all people to a movie. and aruna wants me to go for some shit party on 11 march. and then there's some stupidly-named party called ROMP@ZOUK can you believe it, ROMP?? i really don't want to go! it's such a waste of money and my finances are already in such deep shit.

i'm a dipshit in deepshit!

fleh. i'm really fucked, aren't i?

oh look he just talked to me! he makes me sick to my stomach. "you don't know how sick you make me. you make me fucking sick to my stomach. every time i think of you, i puke." that's puke, by eminem. how apt!

end of rant.

yeah and my teeth hurt because i just went and got my braces tightened yesterday with shoo. she apparently can take hers off soon. this is so unfair.

alright i'm going to try and win tickets to go watch placebo at mtv fashionably loud. i doubt i'll win because i have rotten luck. but it doesn't hurt to try.

POO BAH.

draye13 @ 2006-03-04T00:42:00

2006-03-03T17:04:07Z

I HATE THEM ALL! ARGH. i feel so forgotten.

yucks. i have like spinny vision HO! because of my fever.

and i cough.

damien is really sexy. although he's not really good. but he's mine and that's what matters. who cares if he isn't good? i love him anyway. hrmph. and blackie is dead but i love him too.

damien and blackie are my guitars by the way.

whatever the case, they are bitches and don't deserve to be liked. what assholes. presumptious idiots. shoo doesn't like them either. she thinks he's amusing. i think he's annoying. they're idiots. it's strange how they can affect me so much without doing anything to me! haha. wounded pride, i guess.

i'm so peaced! lol. ah lians/ah bengs who can't pronounce pissed piss me off. "wah i so peace you know." wtf say it properly or don't say it at all, BITCH.

doodoodoo.

draye13 @ 2006-02-27T15:42:00

2006-02-27T08:02:53Z

I can't believe i haven't blogged about oasis yet!

oasis was last thursday. people who went: shoo, sabrina, rachel, praveeta, aj, meera, joshua, derrick.

firstly, out of all those people, derrick was the only one who didn't have a standing ticket. everyone else had a 100 standing ticket. instead he had a 100 sitting ticket. that's because he was too lazy to get his own ticket, and when i finally mustered enough strength to get it for him, they'd sold out. so i decided to get him a sitting ticket, figuring that we should be able to somehow smuggle him in halfway through the show. which was what we did. basically, he went in through his sitting entrance first, then came out again to meet shoo and i outside the standing entrance. we passed him joshua's ticket stub and went in again without any trouble :D

then sabrina, shoo, meera and i went over to stand next to the barrier once the concert started, and sabrina and i jumped over the barrier onto this ledge thing on the other side. "the other side" just so happened to be the queue for the 160 section. as shoo and meera were trying to scramble over too, a woman bouncer came over, pulled me off the ledge into the 160 queue and said "you're not supposed to stand up there." so sabrina and i being the opportunists we were ran all the way to the front of the 160 section. the people in front were really really nice. they pushed us all the way up front.

anyway yeah it was really really fun. too bad they didn't play stop crying your heart out and let there be love though.

sorry if this entry is not very coherent, because i'm still recovering from a fever of 40.3 degrees Celsius. my brain feels like leadweight cotton wool. is there such a word as leadweight? gah fuck it. i'm all muddled up.

shoo if you're reading this, what is wrong with page four? i'm trying to figure out how many of each number to put in my test trial thing but i can't read your tables.

draye13 @ 2006-02-18T15:40:00

2006-02-18T12:21:01Z

franz ferdinand was awesome. i didn't really enjoy myself that much, but nevertheless they were awesome. alex's voice is SO FUCKING HOT! especially during Matinee! i went with martin, but nicole, leslie, daryl, errol and gordon joined us a while into the concert. they're boring! but then again they probably think i'm cray.

i like nick the most. he kept switching guitars throughout the show. HE KISSED SUVITHA! THRICE! pernickety_ read her lj, she's thrilled. she and melissa made signs and held them up throughout the entire show!

they're playing in bangkok today, and we wish we were there. POO.

franz ferdinand is sexy.

watch the Take Me Out video because i think it's cool. and because franz ferdinand rocks.

i'm looking forward to oasis! even though they dissed franz ferdinand and are mean jackasses. they still make good music though.