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[09 Jul 2006|12:59pm]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]

Im now at thiselena

So hit me.

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[09 Jun 2006|11:34pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

my life is 64% perfect. at least i passed.Collapse )

soundsgood was the terriblest party ever, but we had fun anyway.
i had
4 bourbon cokes
1 vodka sprite
1 beer
2 vodka shots
1 tequila shot

i think.

drinking kills your body! it's bad bad bad.

i really should go for tuition, since it's 250 a month. that's very very expensive in my opinion. but there's btdt!

oh, aruna's butch friend hervin is damn hot.


okay i'm sleepy.

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california show your teeth [07 Jun 2006|11:59pm]
[ mood | happy ]

MAGIC 8 BALL WHOA
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my birthday is on 2nd july, take note people! i like candy :) i also like nice non tacky printed tees like those from junk food. i also like caps :)

"BEEN THERE DONE THAT" IS BUSKING FOR SOMETHINGOOD!
shaw: 12 june, 11am-12pm (opening ceremony)
paragon: 14 june, 11am-6.30pm
21 june, 11am-1pm
25 june, 11am-3pm. WEST GRAND BOULEVARD at 4pm (closing ceremony)

please come and support us! we're wanting, wanhui, shuli, aruna, salima, anna, and elena. we're doing hiphop. if you don't wanna watch us, come anyway, watch the other buskers. bring change! and notes, and friends!

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[04 Jun 2006|07:19pm]
[ mood | worried ]

quizzes againCollapse )

i'm a hopeless procrastinator. which makes me <----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------this screwed---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------->for physics!

i cannot believe shuli, her report is fucking SEVEN PAGES LONG. YES SEVEN. and i bet it's not even long at all when you compare it to, say, TING WEN or NADIAH'S reports. jane we're screwed! you have to hand it in tomorrow! you cannot bochap! (is this how you use bochap?)

FLEH we die >(

OH and i have realised that recently, i've developed an attraction to the colour pink. yes, pink. i am so embarrassed.

denny duquette! oh denny why did you die! jeffrey dean morgan in all his awesomeness


another hot one who died (got blown up into pink mist to be exact - ew.)
KYLE CHANDLER as bomb squad guy dylan young


there is a pipette tip in my ear. as in, i'm stretching my piercing with a pipette tip. first it was a thick earstick, then it was what i called an enlarger, then it was a black stick during march hols, and a transparent one when school started again, then the end off the ballpoint ink plastic tube thing, then the end off my brother's ballpoint ink plastic tube thing because it looked whiter and newer than mine, then now it's the pipette tip. it seems like the larger the hole gets, the weirder the objects inside it get. that's because i realised that it makes no sense to buy enlargers or thick sticks because if i continue stretching the hole, all the stuff i bought are going to end up useless, because i only intend to stretch that one piercing. okay someone please make me take the thick stuff out soon okay, or i really will go overboard and make the hole really big. it's very addictive. i don't want to end up old and saggy and regretting the 5cm hole in my ear. i'd like to stretch it to o.5cm then leave it for, i dunno, a year, just for the heck of it.

OKAY SERIOUSLY NOW, I WILL DO PHYSICS.

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[01 Jun 2006|07:27pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

today, shuli, jane, wanting, berny, mildred and i went to watch xmen3. (yes i know. i can watch it again. or we could watch something else) it was THE most hilarious movie experience ever. firstly, i spilled ALL my popcorn onto the floor before the movie even started because i was waving and singing to that stupid richard gere master card "5 birds" advertisement, so i went out and bought another cup. then we tried to clean up the mess as best as we could and started throwing the dirty popcorn at the boys in front of us. who realised that all the falling popcorn came from us but were too nice to do anything about it.

then berny and mildred happily went off to borders together while wanting, shuli, jane and i happily embarked on the long quest to find jane's ultimate new bag and ultimate confirmation clothes.

then wanting and i went to CUT OUR HAIR! yeah! it's nice. although i think i kinda ruined it a little by trying to cut it shorter by myself.

grey's anatomy spoilerCollapse )

quizzesCollapse )

okay seriously, maybe i do this to myself. maybe that's why everyone hates me and i have no friends. i don't know exactly what "this" is that i do to myself but maybe it involves being an ass to people and being antisocial. now i'm locked in this bubble radiating negative energy and absorbing all this hate from everywhere. isn't life just peachy.

okay i just want to say sorry to anyone and everyone i've ever hurt or made to feel bad or anything like that. although you'll probably never read this anyway because you hate me. so i'm sorry. sincerely.

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[21 May 2006|12:25am]
[ mood | hungry ]

my mother's elder sister is coming to stay with us for a day and a night, starting tomorrow morning.

as expected, i'll have to give up my room, which is extremely irritating.

grey's anatomy rocks. it's the most wonderfulest show ever.
i just watched two episodes today. i don't really like izzie.

okay i'm kinda sleepy byebye

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YOUTH GONE WILD [17 May 2006|12:09am]
[ mood | guilty ]

liked rock for good? DIDN'T GO?
either way, you've still got to go for YOUTH GONE WILD.

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[15 May 2006|11:15pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

fuck you, and fuck you and you.

you are a slut in ugly clothes.

and you are a man slut.

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[12 May 2006|04:21pm]
[ mood | bored ]

my parents are 0% strict. haha.Collapse )

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roads [09 May 2006|10:59pm]
[ mood | moody ]

i think i'm drowning.

what is wrong with me? why am i getting so self-centred? why am i so concerned about myself and not about others?

i have no more friends; they've all gone, one by one, and it's probably all my fault.

see, it's that stupid selfish demanding mentality again. i really need to stop thinking about myself all the time.

there's a chemistry test tomorrow, and our french presentation. then on thursday, there's the bio test. and next week, there's nothing, thank fuck. then the week after is the last week of school, on which there's social studies, there's french and there's chinese. and blessed june holidays after that's done.

school eats our souls and kills our spirits. it blinds us and keeps us from being able to see what really matters. it's like there are so many roads we can choose to take; there are small shady roads that lead to places we'll never know till we walk to the end, then there are big bright wide roads with the end in plain view, then there are roads that we have to make ourselves, and roads with traps. but for us, the road we're on is a railroad, we can't ever get off it until we're derailed, and when we are, it's going to be catastrophe.

for me, i'd rather walk from road to road til i find the right road. i will never be content to just follow the train and go whereever it takes me, because i want to have a choice.

intepret that how you will; call me lazy, crazy, whatever, i don't give a shit. or even if i do, you wouldn't give a shit whether or not i give a shit.

to hell with deep thoughts, i'm going to bed because there's a chem test and the french presentation tomorrow.

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[06 May 2006|05:28pm]
[ mood | lazy ]

i am 64% meanCollapse )


there are a total of 75 bands depicted in the picture below, how many can you spot?

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[03 May 2006|08:51pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

school is eating my soul, i can't think. everytime there's homework in front of me my brain goes blank and i just can't think. and although i procrastinate, i can't help worrying about what i haven't done. this is the pits.

tonight i shall embark on the arduous tasks of
*french cloze
*french oral presentation
*chemistry report (maybe)
*chinese comprehension.
*bio group presentation
*strengthsquest

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[02 May 2006|02:10am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

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LOL MY FRIENDS' FRIENDS THINK I'M PRETTY! this is something everyone likes to hear, even though i know it's bullshit and bad judgement! but it's okay! my ego is happy :D

i need to do chem NOW NOW! (bailey) oh yeah how come there wasn't grey's anatomy tonight? that sucked!

oh FUCK IT'S 2.4KM RUN TOMORROW FUCK FUCK FUCK. i'll charge my player, in the hopes that they'll let us listen to our players while running. i've never actually tried, but i've heard that it helps.

0133am sleepy byebye i've finished chem, i think. i'll test the car during lunch.

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[19 Apr 2006|11:03pm]
[ mood | worried ]

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

I CHIPPED MY GUITAR FUCKING BADLY.

IT'S CRITICALLY INJURED! THE PAINT AND ALL IS PEELING!

WHAT DO I DO?

1. Pick your birth month.
2. Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
3. Bold the five-ten that best apply to you.
4. Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months under an lj-cut.

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

the restCollapse )

hey it's actually rather accurate!

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[16 Apr 2006|11:46pm]
[ mood | angry ]

a quizCollapse )

ang mo kio sec sucks. quite literally. and they're cheaters. for om, we were instructed to "build design a device that can extend and transfer items from one place to another, one at a time." my team connected a motor-powered clamp to a pole that can be extended out of and retracted into a second pole (using a motor, gears, a rubber friction wheel, a switch and lots of wires), which connects similarly to a first pole, which rests on an acrylic sheet attached to a lazy susan, which is supported by a wooden platform on wheels (which we built), and two metal poles on wheels. then we painted the entire thing yellow and purple and black and pink. it was a cat. (yellow half with purple stripes, purple half with yellow stripes. black for parts that were not part of the cat, pink for the poles- the cat's tongue.) we attached a head on springs to the first pole. the eyes were styrofoam balls that can spin.

the ang mo kio team painted a cardboard box and stuck it over a vacuum cleaner with an elongated nozzle.

WHAT THE FUCK WAS THE JUDGES THINKING WHEN THEY LET THEM WIN?

seriously, it was extremely unfair.

okay it's now 0017 and i reckon i should go shower. be back in fifteen minutes to finish this post.

okay it's now 0031 and i'm still here. i really will go and shower now.

0113 am.

today, i will have to go and see prama about my tongue piercing. again. i will have to tell her about my "decision", which will invariably have to be yes, i will take it out.

but no, i will not say that. i refuse.

to remove or not to remove

not to remove to remove but then
it cost $80. when i'm wearing the school uniform and people see it, it'll besmirch the school's reputation as an amazing geek congregation i don't stick out my tongue at random people or talk to strangers in public
i had to give up food for too long a while my friends will tell people so people will know even if i don't show them. so i will still besmirch the school's reputation. tough luck.
i'll just pierce it again in the future. why double the trouble?other students might want to pierce their tongues too if they hear about itseriously, who's crazy enough? if they're so easily convinced, they probably wanted to do it in the first place. and i could always discourage them.
it's 2006, and tongue piercings aren't uncommon. it's not a bad thing anymore.rgs will have to let others pierce their tongues if they allow me toothers will pierce their tongues even if they don't let me keep my piercing, if they were going to anyway.


my arguments are getting weaker because i'm getting sleepier.

mary moon mary moon mary moon! oh she loves me so she hates to be alone, don't eat meat but she sure like to bone!

okay. i just read my email.

i'm really fucking pissed off that i'm not in the cast for aftermath the elds play in july with the fucking lousy script. i kinda suspected that'd happen since i really really screwed up auditions. but yeah, still. i've never actually been a main character in elds plays ever, and it's my last year in rgs elds, and what am i doing? fucking publicity. so they're thinking hey let's put elena in charge of publicity since she's fucking lousy and can't do anything else but since she's sec 4 she'd want to do something.

so maybe you're not supposed to want to be in the cast so much since crew is supposed to be just as important. but i'm sick of being crew. i'm sick of sitting in the front of house smiling at fuckers who ignore me. i'm sick of taking orders from people two minutes before a show. i'm sick of having to assign seats for twelve people who bought tickets all at different times but want to sit together. i'm sick of moving props in the dark. i'm fucking sick of all the trouble without acknowledgement.

fuck it, i'm terribly upset.

and i wish he'd stop bothering me. i'm obviously not interested and he fucking knows it. GO AWAY.

LIFE SUCKS. SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS.

just so i'd feel even more angry, i'll make a list of all the things that have gone wrong that i can remember.

things that have gone wrong
- school vs tongue piercing.
- not winning om
- elds shit
- not doing ss pt and chem pt
- STUFF.
- MORE STUFF I CAN'T REMEMBER

oh what the hell.
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[09 Apr 2006|02:38pm]
[ mood | lethargic ]

our social studies performance task is due tomorrow.

and i haven't finished it. it's supposed to be four A4 pages long. and currently, mine is about half a page long.

anyway, i'll play some guitar tonight. i haven't touched my guitar in ages ages.

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our social studies performance task is due tomorrow.

and i haven't finished it. it's supposed to be four A4 pages long. and currently, mine is about half a page long.

anyway, i'll play some guitar tonight. i haven't touched my guitar in ages ages.

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[01 Apr 2006|04:41pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

okay i know a lot of people are asking what happened during yesterday's april fool's day prank.

april fool's prank.Collapse )

list of 10 thingsCollapse )

my new room is kinda dark. there's like a ledge outside right above my window, so most of the light is blocked out. plus i painted my ceiling grey.

BUT AT NIGHT, when people actually want to sleep, the bright fluorescent lights are shining away, almost level with my window.

i ask you, what kind of braindead hdb architects do we have?

who wants to contribute to my tattoo fund? there's no age limit for getting tattoos in singapore, how insane is that? but the piercing and tattoo studios usually enforce their own though. it's still incredible that singapore is so lax in this area however! cool shite.

okay dinner!

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[30 Mar 2006|12:46am]
[ mood | weird ]

while packing my stuff today (we're moving on friday), i found some random pieces of scrap paper on which i'd scribbled random musings. some were embarrassing, from a long long time ago (ie. p4) and didn't make sense, whereas some were funny. anyway. there are two that kind of made sense (in a way) so i thought i'd write them down somewhere before i got rid of the scraps. read at own your own risk blah blah.

perfectionCollapse )


potato sack, hat, and some scrawny rats.Collapse )

they are NOT literature. they are NOT poetry. they are NOT art.
even if they were any of those, that was not the intention i had in mind while writing them. so keep your criticisms to yourself, because i know there's a lot to be criticized for, and frankly, i don't care. they are random musings on scrap paper.

um. i have not done a single piece of homework today. not even the ss pt, for which i didn't even write a proposal. (mr coleman chua and mr jalleh if you're reading this, i actually did write a proposal. really i did.) not even the english practice essay on family. not even my chinese workbook which was due approximately three weeks ago. nothing, zilch, nada. why? because i was packing and reading random musings on scrap paper.

yeah that's what happens if you're as easily distracted as me. BUT i managed to pack most of my room. so maybe i won't have to bring my stuff over to the new house by myself on the mrt during the weekend. thank goodness. that would suck major ass.

and i want a tattoo. even though i obviously can't afford it. i wish time would pass faster, then i can get my pocket money after i've stopped owing my mom. then i can pay kelly, jane, shoo, whoever back and stop owing them. by which time i would be able to eat normally again, so use the money which is owed to nobody to buy food for myself. like maybe some chips, or a frank from chippy's, or something from old chang kee.

quiz things from hurwitz's and bryan's ljCollapse )

fuck it, my stomach's growling.

goodnight.

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it's painful to throw the past away. [26 Mar 2006|06:24pm]
[ mood | pensive ]

i've become a hermit.

it's true! i don't go out, people don't talk to me, in person or online, nobody reads this blog, blah blah.

what a life to be a hermit. it's incredibly boring. someone once said "only boring people are bored." not exactly comforting to know. i'm bored AND i'm boring, how's that!

anyway school starts tomorrow, and i haven't done a single piece of homework!

things i need to do
eng practice essay
bio chi squares worksheet
lit pt
ss pt
chem pt
get a haircut
buy sea salt
practice guitar
buy mr a-z
buy weezer
buy away from the sun
save

i really admire jason mraz. he's amazing. his songs have this weird ability to cheer me up when little else can. i love reading his journal because it makes me smile and emit occasional chuckles. he could definitely become a writer writer (instead of a songwriter) if he wished but his voice is so awesome it'd be a waste of talent. and the things he thinks about are so randomly meaningful and so extremely entertaining. there are times when i read his journal and think "holy shit that's exactly what i think!" it's kinda cool to see him think crazy thoughts like i do. if only i had a friend like him, then we could talk about everything under the sun and maybe i wouldn't be so angsty.

yes, i do wish i was less angsty. i'll just have to wait for myself to outgrow my hormones i guess!

PS jason mraz looks adorable in glasses.

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[23 Mar 2006|11:55pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

JASON MRAZ!!! he is a total cutie. he's a cute genius! click here it's too bad i couldn't watch him live. i shall live in eternal regret.


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i got a new piercing today.

perfect partnerCollapse )

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